time for everything

i spoke to a dear friend of mine which i haven't spoken to for a very long time.

we have kept contact via email on a regular basis but its really different actually talking and seeing her...

(even though it was via cyberspace) it was only for 20 min or so but it was great.

she has inspired me and enlightened me in many ways... even though she probably doesn't know that she has...

and yes... i think its about time that i let go and move along...

i am sick of being this way, and somethings just don't happen for a very good reason.

i probably just liked the IDEA of it.

and i probably enjoyed it because i haven't felt this way in such a long time.

to say it negatively... i am giving up

to say it positively... i am letting go and moving forward,

i cant wait any longer and time is ticking...

i may have missed an opportunity, and yes i may regret it...

but i cannot stay where i am any longer.

so as i close one door and say goodbye...

i am hoping for another one to open in anticipation of what's to come...